Lucas trailed his fingers delicately over the spines of the books, neatly stacked on shelves in his flat. He idly noted that he probably had too many of them, but ever since he’d come home, he hadn’t wanted to get rid of anything that was a tangible link to better days, before Russia. He probably should have, used the opportunity to make a completely fresh start, but he liked the books. Just as he happened to like the tattoos, no matter the link to the past.
He smiled as he pulled out a well worn book, placing it on a table before heading to the kitchen to make himself a cup of tea. He was trying to not drink coffee at home – he drunk enough of it on a day to day basis, without being over caffeinated at night. He placed the mug carefully down on the table – on a coaster, placed very precisely, and sat down and opened the book – a copy of the Bible, given to him at his confirmation by his father. He was oddly pleased that MI5, or Elizabeta – he wasn’t sure who, and ultimately didn’t care – hadn’t gotten rid of any of his things, even though the temptation must have been high, given the evidence to suggest that he was dead all that time. They’d simply packed everything and put it into storage.
He carefully flicked through the pages, remembering some of the stories his father had brought to life while telling them. Noah’s ark. Daniel and the lion. David and Goliath. His father had the knack of reaching out to children, making them seem more accessible than anything they had been taught at school. The sign of a good minister, he’d heard teachers say.
After a few minutes, Lucas moved slightly reaching into his pocket, pulling out his mobile, and dialling a number from memory, stopping himself just before pressing ‘dial’. His parents had had trouble dealing not only with the fact he worked for security services, but the fact that he spent eight years in prison, when they thought he was dead. They had taken it as some form of betrayal, that lying to them. Both sides were trying to be honest with each other, to heal the breach, but things were difficult between them.
He tapped his phone against his forehead for a moment, carefully putting it down on the coffee table and picking up his drink. He’d ring tomorrow. Today, he could read the stories, and remember how his father used to tell them.
Lucas North
Spooks
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